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Hopeless

by Jumpiter

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1.
ONE OF THE NUMBER ONES Darlin' you're One of the number one girls In my life Can't you feel it? 'Cause I feel it Yeah You've always been One of the special ones You've always been One of my favorites And if I had to choose one to lose From my number one list I'd keep you hangin' on You're one of the number ones Darlin' you're One of the number one girls In my life Can't you feel it? 'Cause I feel it Yeah I've always been happy with all of you And all of you seem to be happy too But you are just One of the number one girls In my life I'll keep you hangin' on You're one of the number ones Darlin' you're One of the number one girls In my life Can't you feel it? 'Cause I feel it Yeah You'll always be One of the number ones You're welcome to stay if another comes I've always been capable of Doing two things at- You're one of the number ones [words & music by Sean Schuyler]
2.
Someone Else 05:02
SOMEONE ELSE I tried to avoid it I tried to stand clear I couldn't forget her In a million years 'Cause I fell in love with a girl That didn't love me Now I am trying to be Exactly who she wants me to be And I know that I should be myself But I want to be someone else 'Cause I want her to fall in love with me I'm thinking about her I'm wondering why She still won't acknowledge The thorn in my side 'Cause I fell in love with a girl That didn't love me Now I am trying to be Exactly who she wants me to be And I know that I should be myself But I want to be someone else 'Cause I want her to fall in love with me I love her madly Can't she see? I need her badly I want to be someone She thinks about constantly To be in her arms There's no place that I'd rather be I want to be someone else Someone she wants to see See constantly 'Cause I want her to fall in love with me [words & music by Sean Schuyler]
3.
Get The Girl 02:45
GET THE GIRL I've been talking to a lot of people And they say you're hard to get My infatuation has been growing Since the moment that we met And every single synapse Is screaming: Get the girl You'll never find another One like her in the world I've been searching for the love of women Since the moment I could see Now I found what I've been wanting always Got to get that girl for me I'll never find another One like you in the world And every single synapse Is screaming: Get the girl I've been trying very hard to get you And I told you how I feel If you don't believe me let me show you So you'll always know it's real I'll never find another One like you in the world And every single synapse Is screaming: Get the girl You'll never find another One like her in the world And every single synapse Is screaming: Get the girl Let's find a place to be alone I'll show you love you've never known I'll make you sure my love is true And I won't rest 'til I get you [words & music by Sean Schuyler]
4.
LONG FORGOTTEN Lately I've been feeling lonely Lately I've been staying home Lately I've been feeling worthless Lately I've been all alone Lately I can't escape the feeling That I haven't done a thing No one will remember me Not even you I'm long forgotten in your memories Lately life is somewhat empty Lately joy has disappeared Lately no one cares about me Lately hope has changed to fear Lately I can't escape the feeling That I haven't done a thing No one will remember me Not even you I'm long forgotten in your memories Lately I can't escape the feeling That I haven't done one thing No one will remember me Not even you I'm long forgotten in your memories [words & music by Sean Schuyler]
5.
Fill It Up 03:30
FILL IT UP There's always been A place in my heart for you So fill it up I've been waiting for that a long time You've wandered the Earth Lived life for what it's worth And you're heading into your sexual prime It's true what you always knew I'm still in love with you And I can't wait until you love me too Remember when I told you the first time My love is real You told me I don't even know you I wanted to change But you acted so estranged and you left I didn't know where you went to But you have come back to me I'll have to wait and see If you were changed by the geography I wanna hold you tight in my arms 'Cause I've never felt so alone It feels so good to have you back now 'Cause it hurt ever since you left home I still don't know you any better But I'm desperate to change that for good There's still a place for you in my heart So fill it up if you could I ask you if you've made a decision But you still don't know Why don't you believe what I tell you? Our love could be real If you feel the way I feel If you don't, I really won't know what to do It's true what you always knew I'm still in love with you And I can't wait until you love me too There's still a place for you in my heart So fill it up with your love [words & music by Sean Schuyler]
6.
THE HEART I USED TO HAVE There's a black pit of sorrow Where my heart used to be But otherwise I'm doing okay I've been through the worst This pain is not the first But the hurt will last for infinite days I'm a far cry from happy Since depression set in Can't remember when it started or how It's a cycle of pain And my life is pure disdain But it won't get the best of me now I should have learned from my mistakes But I didn't And my heart became a black pit of sorrow I can't pretend it doesn't hurt 'Cause it's showing But I know it can't be worse than tomorrow There's a black pit of sorrow Where my heart used to be I've been dead inside since you went away But don't you feel bad The heart I used to have Had been dying before we met that day That special day I saw your face For the first time Now you're gone But I won't let that destroy me Who says you need a heart to live? Mine was dying Now it's dead I'm as alive as I can be The heart I used to have had been dying I won't give you the pleasure of thinking That you're the only reason That my heart didn't last You're one of many girls who have hurt me I always knew one day you'd desert me I'm dead inside But otherwise I'm having a blast There's a fast car that I drive When I'm feeling depressed Which pretty much means every day I drive recklessly With fearless apathy I've been dead inside since you went away That doesn't mean that you're the cause You're a factor In a complicated plot to destroy me I lost the heart I used to have It was dying when I met you Now it's dead like it should be The heart I used to have [words & music by Sean Schuyler]
7.
BACK IN LOVE WITH YOU I didn't believe you When you told me that you loved me You should have warned me That you weren't being sarcastic Sometimes it's hard to figure out Just what you're thinking And you never seem to make Decisions oh so drastic But that doesn't matter anymore I've finished coming 'round your door I've now got better things to do Than to fall back in love with you I don't want to fall back in love with you No, I don't want to fall back in love with you I've been through this before It's not amusing anymore And I think that Everything I ever felt for you Is gone When I first met you No one ever thought to tell me That your sense of humor Wasn't easy to decipher No one ever told me That you were the queen of cruelty Or that our conversations Would be an adventure But that doesn't matter anymore I've finished coming 'round your door I've now got better things to do Than to fall back in love with you I don't want to fall back in love with you No, I don't want to fall back in love with you I've been through this before It's not amusing anymore And I think that Everything I ever felt for you Is gone [words & music by Sean Schuyler]
8.
Murder Me 04:51
MURDER ME You're the girl of my dreams And the nightmares in between And there seems to be A split in your person There's a face that you hide Capable of homicide And I think your situation'll worsen You are sweet usually About as nice as you could be But sometimes you wanna be a deserter If you leave me for good Do me something if you could 'Cause I think that I would rather be murdered Murder me! If I can't see you Then I'd rather not to see Murder me! I can't be with you So I'd rather not to be Murder me! I won't be happy Without you, it's misery Murder me! If you won't let me love you Got to murder me You're insane when you're mad So I think that you have had Many fantasies involving me perish So have I about you But I hope they don't come true 'Cause my fantasies are truly nightmarish Murder me! If I can't sleep a goodnight's sleep I can't be free Murder me! If you won't share my sleep I'd rather not to be Murder me! If there's a reason To go on living, I can't see Murder me! I'd die a happy man To have you murder me You gotta murder me murder me Murder me murder me murder me (x4) I feel so happy When you're spending time with me Even if you are committing a crime In the eyes of the law But what the law can't see When you're murdering me You're spending time with me I want my final sight to be your face tonight I want to taste your kiss of death It's happiness 'Cause knowledge unlike ignorance is bliss I know everything about you 'Cause you poured out your heart When you had a heart to pour out to me But your heart was attacked And now your sweet side won't come back The solution is so easy to see Murder me! Don't want to live my life Consumed with jealousy Murder me! Can't live without you So I'd rather not to be Murder me! I won't be happy without love It's misery Murder me! If you won't let me love you Got to murder me I feel so happy When you're spending time with me Even if you are committing a crime In the eyes of the law But what the law can't see When you're murdering me You're spending time with me I want my final sight to be your face tonight I want to taste your kiss of death It's happiness 'Cause knowledge unlike ignorance is bliss You gotta murder me murder me Murder me murder me murder me (x4) Em redrum! Em redrum! [words & music by Sean Schuyler]
9.
Love Is Dead 02:39
LOVE IS DEAD Seems to me Love is dead As far as I can see But that's not very far Late at night The moon reflects A distant light I've seen a brighter star But it's farther from the sun Run away with everyone You better run You better leave Seems to me Love is dead As far as I can see But that's not very far Life is long It seems much longer Now you're gone You know I have to live And my heart's about to give 'Cause I gave you all I had Now I'm as sad as sad can be Seems to me Love is dead As far as I can see But that's not very far Seems to you Love is living Love is true Your love is not for me And you're much too far to see 'Cause I don't know where you are The brightest star You're much too far [words & music by Sean Schuyler]
10.
SO LONG GOODBYE If you were here with me tonight I wouldn't feel the need to fight I'm punching walls I'm screaming down the halls I get so jealous when you're gone I lay awake alone 'til dawn When you come back My broken hands are black and blue They should be holding you My hands will heal If you let me feel I just want to hold you tight I can keep you safe If you stay away From the strangers in the night If you were here with me in bed I'd want to kiss you from your head Down to your toes And take off all your clothes I know you love me but you leave Do you expect me to believe That you're alone? I never got a phone call from you Where could you have been? You're out again But I found a pen So I'm writing you a note If you cheat on me All you'll gonna see Is the message that I wrote: So long goodbye If you were here with me right now I wouldn't want to kick you out I'd let you stay I threw that note away The message that I wrote was wrong I couldn't live without you Longer than a day And if you went away I wouldn't have the strength to cry I'd want to die If you said goodbye So I threw away the note In the garbage bag Is a crumpled rag It's the message that I wrote: So long goodbye [words & music by Sean Schuyler]
11.
Breaking Up 02:25
BREAKING UP So far the solution to our troubles Is as unclear as the cause Once we were as happy as we could be But I'm not sure when it was Lately we've been dealing with our feelings But we can't find what we had So much is unraveling so quickly It's enough to drive us mad Nothing looks the same I've forgotten your name But I still know your eyes Do you still know me? You were happy to be Beneath the blue skies In my arms I thought we were gonna stick together But it looks like that's a lie No one is at fault except the both of us It won't work but we tried Nothing looks the same I've forgotten your name But I still know your eyes Will you think of me? When you're sitting alone Beneath the blue skies 'Neath the blue skies 'Neath the blue skies Breaking up Breaking up Breaking up Go back to the single life And maybe we will both find someone else But maybe we were meant to be together Until Death sends me to Hell And you to Heaven Breaking up Breaking up Breaking up [words & music by Sean Schuyler]
12.
THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY It's been 12 months since we split I've tried so hard to forget It isn't easy Thought we both could use a break You thought so too but mine won't take In fact I'm sorry I shouldn't trust my instincts Anymore I was fine for several days But after weeks I acted crazed Went out of my mind Things got worse when I got sane Going crazy numbed my brain And made me feel fine My sanity is unkind This truth is pain You'll always be the one that got away I thought you'd be the one Who always stayed In my arms forever Hold each other close together You'll always be the one that got away Called your place got your machine I left a message finally I'm sick of hang ups It's been 12 days since the call I haven't heard from you at all But I'm still hung up on you It's like the hiccups on LSD You'll always be the one that got away I thought you'd be the one Who always stayed In my arms forever Hold each other close together You'll always be the one that got away I've tried so hard to forget It isn't easy Thought we both could use a break But now I'm sorry You'll always be the one that got away I thought you'd be the one Who always stayed I miss your warm goodnight kiss Loving you is proving hopeless You'll always be the one that got away [words & music by Sean Schuyler]

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released May 13, 2014

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